Welcome to Remembering Natalie.  
This blog has been created by us, Natalie's mom and sisters, to share with all of you, glimpses of her amazing 23 years of life.  
This is not meant to be a sad look back . . . but more a way to tell her story and keep her memory as bright as her life was.
Our hope is that here, you'll find good doses of laughter, her great recipes, 
our random thoughts and memories, and maybe a few tears. 
 We are not what you would call the "pro-active" type . . . 
but this is our attempt to aid in the awareness of DVT and Factor V Leiden, 
the conditions that ended her life here on earth.  
We hope you'll check in every-so-often, and if you have any stories of her . . . please, do tell! 
If you didn't know Natalie, get to know her by reading her story found at the bottom of the page . . .
So thanks for visiting & come back as often as you'd like!
"Let us relish life as we live it, find joy in the journey, and share our love with friends and family. 
One day each of us will run out of tomorrows"
~President Thomas S. Monson~

30 May 2011

Memorial Day...

I have memories of going to the cemetery when I was a little girl
having picked sweet smelling lilac's and white snow balls from the yard and going from one cemetery to the next placing them at the graves of Grandparents, Aunts and Uncles I never knew.

To be honest, I didn't realize until I was much older that Memorial day is a day set aside to honor those who gave their lives in the military. When I was really little...it was called "Decoration Day"....(this really dates me) regardless of what it was called...I knew it was a day of reverence and respect.

I went to the cemetery a few years ago
(it wasn't memorial day..it was simply one of my regular visits)
and found this "medallion" placed on Natalie's headstone.
The pictures below are of both sides of the medal..or medallion.
I don't know who put it there...or why




It touched me in a very profound way...to know that someone
who perhaps has served our country...or lost someone that
has served our country...would leave this for Natalie




It's still a mystery
I've kept it put away in a special place
today felt appropriate to share this...wanting whomever left it
to know that their sacrifice for our country
does not go unnoticed and today I'm thinking of them
with reverence and respect...

21 May 2011

Should have known better...


I've been spending a lot of time in airports lately.
Travelling too much, missing home and family too much.
I'm much too familiar with the "Hudson News" book stores
in airports across the country..usually to pick up a magazine
to occupy a hour or two between flights
This time, a book caught my eye... this book in particular

"a memoir of loss and love"
...yes, I should have known better

I opened the cover, skimmed the inside flap...which contained the words
"pulmonary embolism"
two words that changed our lives too...
and memories of loss and love hit me. right. there. in the airport.

I bought it. I read it. flying across the sky above the clouds. trying to fight tears as this husband described how one day after their baby girl Madeline was born...his wife's life ended.quickly.abruptly.just.like.Natalie.


This book made me more thankful for Colby, for the man he is, for the husband he was to Natalie, for the amazing dad he is to Noah.

Mostly...it made me thankful for peace and hope.

perhaps next time, between flights, a magazine will do me just fine.







*here is my attempt at a review of the book; filled with explicit language and lack of any religion,faith,peace or hope...this left me unable to connect emotionally)

23 April 2011

Happy Easter...

I Love Easter...
And the promise it holds..
That the tomb was empty...that He Lives
And because He Lives...I know that Natalie Lives too

Oh sweet the joy this sentence gives

I know that my Redeemer Lives

(you will need to scroll down and pause the playlist)

17 March 2011

You are cordially invited...to remember









"Someday...when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
and the way you look tonight
lovely....never, ever change
keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it
Cause I love you...
Just the way you look ...tonight"

Happy Anniversary Colby & Natalie

March.18.2000

10 March 2011

watch me.

our cousin sarah texted me after seeing this on the today show yesterday.
(thanks!)
*be informed.
(you'll have to push pause on the playlist @ the bottom of the page.)

03 March 2011

awareness.

serena williams has been making headlines the past few days
as a result of a pulmonary embolism.
click here to read the article found on the yahoo main page today.
march is national dvt awareness month.
[kinda ironic.]
*be informed.

28 February 2011

You've Got Mail...

Colby's cousin Trevor Harrison
drew this picture of Natalie for me..
He works at Skywest
{me too}
one day some time ago
I was simply working away
opening emails
answering them back one by one
You've Got Mail...
I recieved an email from Trevor
I was wondering what a Graphics guy
needed from a Records gal
I opened it up
to this beautiful drawing of ...
Natalie
Work somehow melted away at that moment
what a unbeliveable gift
I'm sure I wasn't much good
the rest of the day
Thank You Trevor
for your amazing talent
and..
for allowing me to see this
beautiful artwork
each and every day
~
somehow working
isn't so bad
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